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william adiyodi ( penny ) ([personal profile] delayable) wrote2020-08-25 03:51 pm

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filloryfanatic: (what did u say)

[personal profile] filloryfanatic 2021-01-18 03:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Just making sure you're real.

(He responds to Penny's swat by swatting him back. They are incredibly mature individuals. Quentin's been in a semi-consistent drunken haze for a few days. He didn't hallucinate anyone, but it's not impossible. It's great to not be alone. He's always afraid of being alone.)

Not me, dude, the Henries guy. He was like us, he went to another world, and he fell in love with someone. And when he came back here, he's been trying to get back to that person ever since. So killing a god, sticking us here, all for that reason.

(Listen is it kind of romantic? Does Quentin think it's romantic? OF COURSE HE DOES. It doesn't mean it's okay. It doesn't mean he'd do it. He loves Eliot and he misses Eliot, but he wouldn't get that desperate for him back that he'd kill or destroy lives. That's the kind of love people write about in books to be dramatic, not actually do in real life. Or so he thinks.)

I miss Taylor Swift. (He manages to lift his head enough to safely drink some booze before dropping his head back on the floor.) She probably has like two other albums now. And fuck off cause I don't care what you think.
filloryfanatic: (i don't know)

[personal profile] filloryfanatic 2021-01-19 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
I don't care what you think about Taylor Swift.

(That's not the same thing as not caring about what he thinks in general. Quentin always cares about what people think in general. He lies there as he considers the question but not for long, shaking his head. It feels scratchy against the floor.)

No, I wouldn't. And I wouldn't want someone to do that for me.

(Whether it's Alice or Eliot or Arielle, he wouldn't want that for them, to never be able to let go. He's dead now and he wants Alice and Eliot to move on, he doesn't want to ever be the person who holds them back from being happy. He doesn't think that's what love actually is. Henries is selfish, deeply and ugly.

The floor is not comfortable for his head so he moves and puts his head in Penny's lap, that's much comfier. Also it means that he can make sure he's still there. Also he just is really clingy and needy right now but he knows Penny will smack him if he tries to go for hugs.)


He's like, evil. When people like us first showed up in the start, he murdered them, so uhhh. No one should be comfortable around him. So of course I volunteered to go up to the moon and meet him.
filloryfanatic: (i'm curious)

[personal profile] filloryfanatic 2021-01-20 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
(He doesn't get pushed off and that's a relief because he feels so much better here. Penny's comfortable and also very physically real and it's soothing to Quentin's permanent anxiety. He smiles faintly at that, he has died ... so maany times at this point. Penny's not wrong.)

They're not going to send me. I offered but I dunno, I'm still that guy who fucked up with the simulation.

(Like, forever he will be that guy. Quentin and Cassius spoke for the first time since it happened and got along okay, and he even helped Max out thanks to Cassius. But even Quentin will still see himself as the fuck up until he manages to do something right, for once.)

Though they should send at least one nerd. We know allllll the questions.

(Jason managed to communicate a whole lot of questions, and he's sure whoever does connect with Henries can do the same, but it's different from having someone like him or Lance there. In his opinion. He can't deny that he's not the best under pressure, but being non-threatening and easy to talk to? He's actually good at that.)

'm gonna make a moon gate and then I'll just go up and do it myself.

(A beat later he starts humming Space Oddity. Like you do when thinking of space.)
filloryfanatic: (curious)

[personal profile] filloryfanatic 2021-01-21 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
Ohh so it takes relics, four of them, I've got three. (Of course Quentin found a way to collect relics.) They're special and only we can use them and the gates. So we have to like go up there and you make a ....

(He waves his hands in the air above his face as he tries to think of how to describe it. Quentin talks with his hands a lot. Luckily he is cozy with his head in Penny's lap and his glass is doing okay balanced on his chest. He just better not move too much or it'll fall.)

Geometric sacred space. (He turns his head and breathes out.) You smell nice.

(He doesn't think he has to explain why he's thinking like that, Penny just does. He kind of thinks about smelling him some more but his mind circles back to the moon.)

Noooo there's a ton of rich people there but it's Henries, Penny. I want to pick his stupid brain.
filloryfanatic: (amused)

[personal profile] filloryfanatic 2021-01-21 09:39 pm (UTC)(link)
No, but I want him to lie to my face and not to someone else who then tells me.

(Quentin would love to pretend he is good at reading people, but he literally is only good at it in poker. He is easy to lie to and he's slightly better at picking up on it now, but he has a human flaw which is trying to give people the benefit of the doubt. He'll say that he won't do that to Henries and then he'll meet him and he'll start calling him Jimmy and talking about birds, because that's just how he is. Until then. He's pretending.)

Dude. (Quentin smacks him lightly on the chest from his position. It ends up more of a pat.) Her name is Alice and you like literally had sex with her. Weirdo. Not like you want me to smell you anyway.
filloryfanatic: (huh what)

[personal profile] filloryfanatic 2021-01-22 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Ugh, I miss sex.

(He gives a very long sigh at that. A wistful one. Quentin went from getting it a lot to getting none of it and that was in their world, and then the same happened here too. He's someone who loves love, but also a healthy sexual appetite. Especially when he's low. Especially when he's lonely. Feeling anything but sad is something he strives for.)

Okay, fine, if you want me to smell you, I'll smell you.

(Quentin turns his head just a little to do exactly that and uh it may be an awkward choice considering his head is in Penny's lap and he is essentially sniffing at his crotch, but you know. It happens (does it, Q, does it?).)
filloryfanatic: (oh god what now)

[personal profile] filloryfanatic 2021-01-22 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
(Quentin would not say it was an intentional choice but Penny makes a noise and he does smell nice. And he doesn't smack Quentin or push him away, and listen he's never been smart when it comes to these things. Ever. It's not the first time he's thought about Penny being hot. He's already said so. But he's like really, really hot.

He is still on that tightrope of whether this is appropriate or not (it's not), purposely nuzzling his nose this time into Penny's lap. His head turns fully and applies enough pressure that it is deliberately suggestive, more than smelling as his hot breath goes over the fabric. They still can technically laugh this off though, if they wanted.)
filloryfanatic: (talking close)

[personal profile] filloryfanatic 2021-01-23 12:07 am (UTC)(link)
(Quentin is definitely not so drunk not to know what he's doing. When he's fully drunk he doesn't get horny, he gets sad, like he's been doing since coming back alone. He wallows in his pain. This is a different instinct. He's concerned if he looks up at Penny and they meet eyes the energy will disappear, same as if he talks. At least on his end, he would not say there never was a vibe for him. But that's Quentin. He has a tendency to always want what he can't have, even if it's only in curious passing.

Penny is not shy, he would stop him the moment he wants to, so Quentin isn't actually worried that he's doing something Penny doesn't want. He'd already be slapped off him if that was the case. Quentin pulls a move he's actually very good at, which is catching the zipper of Penny's pants in his teeth, lifting, and slowly unzipping it exactly this way. He knows exactly how suggestive that is. Now there's no doubting it.

He sets the glass of liquor down off his chest and slowly turns, putting the glass down, and oh so casually moving that hand up to curl his fingers in the waistband of Penny's pants. And then he waits; for a rejection, or to let him continue.)
filloryfanatic: (simple and nice)

[personal profile] filloryfanatic 2021-01-24 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
(The sigh is confirmation that this is happening and it lets Quentin settle on that truth. He shivers with a sudden rush of arousal; he doesn't care if this is a bad idea. He wants this. He undoes Penny's pants and carefully moves them down just enough not to make Penny do anything but passively accept it. His hand moves underneath and he gently curls his hand around Penny's cock.

Quentin's already moved to his stomach so his head is there when he exposes Penny, stroking him slowly, and he runs his tongue along the very tip. God, he's missed this. He misses sex, he misses feeling good, he misses just being hungry and desperate and someone letting him make them feel good. If there's one thing Quentin is, it's (actually) good at sex. Go figure. The enthusiasm helps.

Quentin teases him into hardness and sucks just the head into his mouth, closing his eyes from the sheer carnal pleasure of it.)
filloryfanatic: (curious)

[personal profile] filloryfanatic 2021-01-25 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
(Quentin is very aware that this is Penny and that the hunger he has is for Penny. He knows that Penny's not been with someone in awhile. He wants to give him something, he's grateful to have him back, he's glad not to be alone. And sex, desire, they feed Quentin reassurance, there is no doubting that he is caught up in this moment with his friend and maybe he'll be sorry about it later. But not now.

He chances a look up when Penny shivers and he sees him biting his lip, his head tipped back, clearly enjoying what is happening regardless of the details. He's always been so fucking hot, but this is going to stick in his head for awhile. Quentin can't stop himself from making a noise when Penny's fingers move into his hair, one of his favorite things about going down on someone. It's a muffled moan, vibrating on Penny's head and he's dropping the careful part.

Quentin holds him at the base and moves his head down, each bob taking Penny deeper into his throat, his eagerness making him go faster than he should. But he isn't afraid of gagging because he isn't afraid of anything, all he's thinking about is making Penny happy, about getting him of. He is almost ruthless in how focused he is, sucking in his lips when he has Penny deep, moving his hand to stroke in the same movement as he lifts his head.)
filloryfanatic: (huh what)

[personal profile] filloryfanatic 2021-01-25 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
(The credit can go to Eliot who is unsurprisingly extremely good at sex, and they were together for fifty years. It wasn't just Teddy memories that stayed with Quentin, and until recently, he'd been getting some regularly. Penny's moan and movement make Quentin hum around him happily, glad to get any reaction out of him. The fingers in his hair feel like heaven and Quentin's hard himself, doing nothing to take the pressure off his own cock for now. All he cares about is Penny's taste, Penny's heat, Penny wanting him.

He keeps steady but bobs less so Penny can be the one taking his mouth and using it to his own pleasure. God he loves the feeling of it. The fact Eliot thought at any point Quentin wasn't bisexual as hell is hilarious. He wants more from Penny. A whole lot more. The question is if he can ask for it. This may be his only chance. Oh fuck it.

Quentin sucks on Penny until he can tell he's really starting to lose it, tempting him, licking the slit of his head, and then all of a sudden he pulls off him. He regrets it immediately and licks his lips, chancing a look up. This entire time they've been touching but it's like Quentin's desire through the empathy bond is tripled. He did tell Penny once sex with the empathy bond was unique. Now he can feel the intense want for himself.

This may break this spell they're under but hey, no guts no glory (sex).)


I want you to fuck me.

(Quentin says almost on a whisper, breaking their silence. He keeps his hand on Penny, and he might not be playing fair by still touching him, slower now.)

Do you want to fuck me?
filloryfanatic: (huh what)

[personal profile] filloryfanatic 2021-01-27 05:07 am (UTC)(link)
(God yes, that is exactly what he wanted to hear, e x a c t l y. Quentin's eyes are nearly pitch black when he looks up at Penny, wildly turned on. He is torn between wanting Penny to take his pants off and just wanting them off, stripping his shirt and tossing it to the side. He decides on not hiding how eager he is, moving to take off his belt and squirming out of his pants.

Now naked, Quentin obediently turns, fine with them fucking right here on the floor without question. He gets on his hands and knees, spreading his legs and arching his ass up in very clear invitation. It's the actions of someone who not only wants this but is thirsting in a way he can't control.)


Stuff in the drawer.

(Q nods in the direction. He and Eliot had stashes everywhere just in case. He isn't ashamed of it.)

You can be fast, I want to feel it.

(He doesn't want to go raw but Quentin's impatient and he won't be happy until Penny's inside of him. Until he can't think.)
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